Simply,

My world lies in my heart...

Jun 28, 2010

Nothing New (a poem of my own)


I can never have hope anymore…
Life is getting darker as I explore…
I eat shit, and life says: You want some more?
So I'm going to stay away closing my windows and my door…

Why is it always the same?
NO it's not something I claim…
I began hating my own name…
Happiness has gone, darkness came…

I'm tired, I'm weak, I'm not strong…
I'm pathetic, I bleed, everything is wrong…
I know now I would never live where I belong…
I see myself as an old lady, while I'm still young…

Why can't love have a place in my heart?
Why do I have to be lonely in life?
I feel like am just a peace of art…
I hate it…I just want to be a loving wife…

Why do I have no one but none?
Why can't you be that one?
I would have loved you like no one has done…
We would be happy together and have fun…

But I can't offer myself for you…
I just have to stay away…
I'm not that girl, and it makes me blue…
Some bird has flown away…

I want nothing…I just want to be with you…
It's not that hard to understand…
But you ignore my heart and it's nothing new…
So I'll just remain in my La La land…

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