Love (a poem of my own)

Why can't we explain love?
When we know it's there...
It really takes u high above
Makes u happy, makes u care…

We can be lighter than a feather
Or even lighter than air...
Makes u wanna live more
Oh god! It's so good I swear...

But what ruins it are people
They would never be fair…
He loves her while she doesn’t
And she loves him but he won't care…

How could we remain alive?
Having pain we can't bear…
Burry us alive in graves
No bigger than just a square…

They still want us to be strong
While strong people are rare…
We humans are just like flowers
When worms bite, we can't but stare…

Just wanna die ( a song of my own)

They ask me to smile.
Every once in a while
Look at the bright side
Make it your style

I tell them I can't
But they don't understand
How I'm burning inside
It's too much they demand

And I break down and cry
I wonder why
Oh I know why
Just wanna die.

When I was a child
I just played and I smiled
Now I just realized
That Life is so wild

So I can not stand
I'm smashed in the sand
They walk over me
None gives me a hand

so I break down and cry
I wonder why
Oh I know why
Just wanna die

I am sorry...(a poem of my own)

If I said sorry with every breath I take
If I said sorry with every tear I shed
My love for you was strong and never fake
I swear to God this is what I really said

Even though I made a mistake
Did things I didn’t have to make
Hurt you while I know you wouldn’t hurt a fly
And now I would do anything for your sake

Just know that I'm only a human being
Things I do mean something while I have another meaning
I just panicked and wanted to be perfect for you
But I ended up loosing the one I was reaching

And now forgiveness is what I ask you so please accept
I apologize for you and I really do regret
For every single word I say and things I neglect
But if it is your choice to go away then I must respect

Your love and mine (a poem of my own)

From the day you're gone
I couldn't go on
I felt like I'm alone
And I couldn't move on

Are you fine doing this to me?
Is it what you really wanna see?
Someone dies alive for your sake
Dreaming to live with you happily

If it's so, then I will die
You wanna see my tears? Then I'll cry
And when you come and pass by
You will see this through my eye

Then sooner or later you will realize
That my love for you never dies
All the fake love you gave and all the lies
Are so clear to me like a sun that won't rise

But I do say this and I mean it
Even if I'm gone one day I'd repeat it
I love you, and I would never forget
All the good times we shared even a bit

You go have fun and let me suffer
Go and search for your right lover
I'll stay and heal my heart till it gets tougher
I'll stay the way I am…and I'll sober

Painful (A poem of my own)

How come life is complicated that I can't really get
It tells me fallow your heart to get what you wanna get
And when I go with my heart I find out that im lost
Then I sit for the rest of my life with things I regret

Facts say never hold something that wants to leave
But hearts say fallow us and you would just feel
Love, happiness, and luck you will get for real
But is it so? I don’t think it's the right deal

Why do I get pain for something I would never get?
Why would I go for things, they don’t wana get me yet?
Why is the world against me when I think on my way?
I think that I would never find an answer to it, I bet

They say, patiece is what you need to have so wait
I live my life with a broken heart, things come and go
I'm standing still, deciding to go but realize that it's just too late
Finally when things are gone, I can't find anything but fate.

Is it what I have been wasting my life for?
Is it like that what we live for is all about bore?
That does not bring to people but pain and sore?
I can't bear this pain I'm having in this life anymore.

Lovers ( A poem of mine)

Mmm ok my style of writing poems is to get what lies inside myself at the very moment...for this poem, this is all i could get...didnt complete it but i will keep it this way ;)

Yes I'm weak and I know I'm weak
I used to tell you this every week
When we waited till moon light then we sneak
Dreaming together about reaching the peak

U told me that my cutest part is my cheek
And from that time to look at you I peek
I realized that it's your happiness I seek

Faith (a poem of mine)

What is faith when you don’t have it?
What is faith when you don’t find it?

Although you go for it
Trying to stick to it
Although your name is it
People call you with it

And after all you sleep with it
You wake up and live with it

You realize that it's just letters
Put together but remain letters

F for Falling behind
A for Always blind
I for Idiot mind
T for The worst of all kind
And H for a Heart you don’t find

Do you think I deserve this name?
You think I'm going insane?
Speaking words of sorrow and pain
Depression, loneliness, eyes full of rain

You must be the leader of a train
Knowing nothing of death and bane
You just drive and happiness you gain
But With coal I work and my face got stained

Giving away my energy and nothing I gain
You still think I still deserve this name?

What about me? ( A song of my own)

Do you remember?
When you told that my heart was no longer mine?
Cause I remember
When you told me you wanna share you life with mine


I believed you
Cause I wanna live my life with you so bad
And I believed you
Never thought that every thing would turn into black


(Chorus)
What about me?
What about every thing I do?
What about me?
What about every thing I knew?
Do you believe?
That all my nights are turning blue?
Do you believe?
That when I talked to you I knew
You're gone… you're gone


Life was so good
When you talk about us every day and night
And that we should
Be going so high and try to catch moon light


I've been dreaming
That the two of us are so close just like one
And I've been dreaming
But you ran away and left me stand still and stun


(Chorus)
So what about me?
What about every thing I do?
What about me?
What about every thing I knew?
Do you believe?
That all my nights are turning blue
Do you believe?
That when I talked to you I knew
You're gone…you're gone


(Chorus- higher tone)
So what about me?
What about every thing I do?
What about me?
What about every thing I knew?
Do you believe?
That all my nights are turning blue
Do you believe?
That when I talked to you I knew
You're gone…you're gone