closed my eyes "a poem of my own"

I closed my eyes that night
Tried to open them again
I saw that wonderful sight
I thought I was gone insane

How can I open my eyes?
When I see what I'm seeing?
This is my lost paradise
This is where I love being

That's what I hoped for in my heart
To be the one you love
Care about and never leave apart
And I would never get enough

I love the way you stared at me
Embarrassed but wanting to be with me
Walking together laughing happily
A flower in my hand and more next to me

I opened my eyes to discover this
I'm in bed sleeping alone
And everything I see and feel is
A dream interrupted by the phone

I curse myself day and night
Cause all I get is dreams
Remain in head, never see the light
And means different than it seems

Had Enough "poem of my own"

I can see something
Didn’t wanted to see
It revealed me everything
From whom you might be
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You’re a bomb that might explode
In anytime or minute
You may find this odd
But I'm pushed to my limits
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Where I can see no body in front of me
Even the one I love
It's time I leave people and think of me
That’s all I'm thinking of
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I'm tired of being hurt
I'm tired of being burned
It's like everyone wants to flirt
So it's my face I have turned
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I must keep my eyes towards my goals
I must achieve my lost dreams
I'm not to be the one that falls
I'm not to be the one that screams
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Even though I like you
But I don’t care if you do
I'm not gonna go towards you
For it's the best thing to do
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I'm not to be the one who suffers
NO baby! It's gonna be you
I don’t wanna have one more lover
Cause it doesn't but makes me blue
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I'm not harsh, I'm not rude
Don’t blame me from saying this
Just had enough, and not in the mood
Cause it's my safety i really miss