Painful (A poem of my own)

How come life is complicated that I can't really get
It tells me fallow your heart to get what you wanna get
And when I go with my heart I find out that im lost
Then I sit for the rest of my life with things I regret

Facts say never hold something that wants to leave
But hearts say fallow us and you would just feel
Love, happiness, and luck you will get for real
But is it so? I don’t think it's the right deal

Why do I get pain for something I would never get?
Why would I go for things, they don’t wana get me yet?
Why is the world against me when I think on my way?
I think that I would never find an answer to it, I bet

They say, patiece is what you need to have so wait
I live my life with a broken heart, things come and go
I'm standing still, deciding to go but realize that it's just too late
Finally when things are gone, I can't find anything but fate.

Is it what I have been wasting my life for?
Is it like that what we live for is all about bore?
That does not bring to people but pain and sore?
I can't bear this pain I'm having in this life anymore.