Every Thing is Different (A poem of My Own)

 

 

(Solo)

When you’re gone

I left my life behind my back, I moved on…away

Everything seems like it’s thrown or delayed.

Hoping that tomorrow will be a better…day

(Chorus)

Because

Everything is different…when you’re here.

Now everything has changed…I’m crying tears…away

Why you left me here…all alone.

Please come back and save me…from my fears

(Solo)

This is what…

I used to think inside my mind when you’re gone…away.

Never think I’ll stay the same…way

I’m much stronger I am standing tall

(Chorus)

When you walked away… you made me cry

I had to fight myself…I had to try…

I never want you back… I heeled my wound… Again

Go and stay away… cause you’re a lie…

Everything is different…when you’re here.

Now everything has changed…I’m crying tears…away

Why you left me here…all alone.

Please come back and save me…from my fears

مرت سنه على زواجي...و اهدي زوجي الحبيب هالكلمات .

عسى المحبة دايمة يالغالي

مكانك مو بس بالقلب لا

انت مكانك بالروح عالي

ما وصله بشر سواك

روحي تفداك

تطلب رضاك

انا كلي فداك

ما اعيش بلاك

ربي يخلينا لبعضنا

ياللي اغلى من العين

يا ربي مايفرقنا

يالحب و كل الزين

احبك حبيبي الغالي

زوجتك

The Inside "a poem of my own"

Trying to find words in my mind

But I don’t find any

It's like I became blind

Because I know there're many

I wanna talk, wanna speak, wanna scream

But the tongue has been swallowed

I wanna say what I see in my dream

But the inside me has been hollowed

I shed tears because they say many

But the problem is still the same

Misunderstood when they fall by many

So the words in pain remain

This is my heart look inside

Can you see something?

Look down, up, or behind

Can't you see anything?

There is a word that says something

But I don’t know how to express

For me the word says everything

And explain what I can't confess

I feel like you know it

But you can't see it in me

You're good in showing it

But it's so hard for me

I can't show it the way you do

But it's there in my heart

You're so good and it's good for you

But don’t break me apart

I love you the way you do it

I love every thing you do

I wanna be good in it

But am I good in showing too?

I love you, I soo love you

I just need some time

I soo wanna be good to you

To follow up your rhyme.

With Love...(a poem of my own)

It feels so right to be true…
It’s so good what were going throw…
I so love it when it’s me and you…
Cause I can see this perfect man in you…
***
I just wanna sleep in your arms…
Cause there I find secure…
You take my fears and alarms…
You just take my heart and cure…
***
And when I look into your eyes …
I find what they call home…
Where I find pleasure with no lies…
To describe in my poems…
***
God brought us together…
So we were meant to be…
A husband and a wife forever…
I’m yours and your for me…
***
I confess I was never happy…
Having a great man like you…
And I will never leave you crappy…
Cause I love you my sweet boo…
***
Please never go far away…
Cause I can’t make it on my own…
Be with me all the way…
Cause I can’t stand being alone…
***
Hold my hands and let’s move on…
Leaving our past behind…
Cause it’s not worth it holding on…
It doesn’t but keep us blind…
***
I promise to keep your happiness…
A primary aim in my life…
It will always be love I express…
With love, your dearly wife ;*

closed my eyes "a poem of my own"

I closed my eyes that night
Tried to open them again
I saw that wonderful sight
I thought I was gone insane

How can I open my eyes?
When I see what I'm seeing?
This is my lost paradise
This is where I love being

That's what I hoped for in my heart
To be the one you love
Care about and never leave apart
And I would never get enough

I love the way you stared at me
Embarrassed but wanting to be with me
Walking together laughing happily
A flower in my hand and more next to me

I opened my eyes to discover this
I'm in bed sleeping alone
And everything I see and feel is
A dream interrupted by the phone

I curse myself day and night
Cause all I get is dreams
Remain in head, never see the light
And means different than it seems

Had Enough "poem of my own"

I can see something
Didn’t wanted to see
It revealed me everything
From whom you might be
***
You’re a bomb that might explode
In anytime or minute
You may find this odd
But I'm pushed to my limits
***
Where I can see no body in front of me
Even the one I love
It's time I leave people and think of me
That’s all I'm thinking of
***
I'm tired of being hurt
I'm tired of being burned
It's like everyone wants to flirt
So it's my face I have turned
***
I must keep my eyes towards my goals
I must achieve my lost dreams
I'm not to be the one that falls
I'm not to be the one that screams
***
Even though I like you
But I don’t care if you do
I'm not gonna go towards you
For it's the best thing to do
***
I'm not to be the one who suffers
NO baby! It's gonna be you
I don’t wanna have one more lover
Cause it doesn't but makes me blue
***
I'm not harsh, I'm not rude
Don’t blame me from saying this
Just had enough, and not in the mood
Cause it's my safety i really miss

The Light I Neglected (poem of my own)

I don’t feel secured…
No hands to protect me…
And I can't be cured…
Everyone neglects me…

I didn’t know that before…
I looked for my lover…
But there is nothing hidden any more…
I'm only me…with no other…

Now I know I'm just nothin…
I'm a peace of trash in this life…
Which was born to be forgotten…
So all I need is a sharp knife…

I talk to myself staring at you…
Will you save me from this life?
Will you hurt me? I have no clue…
Will I be free in four minutes or five?

I thought over and over for long…
And I'm not the one to blame…
Everyone hurts and am not strong…
I'm silent…but I have an inner flame…

And after all that…I remembered One thing…
That was neglected by me…
The one who supports me with everything…
It is the light I strongly need…

You God…for you’re the light of our lives…
I would never want anyone, or anything…
No guns…No cutters…Neither sharp knives…
You’re my faith…my hope…and my everything…

Safety is what I ask you to keep me in…
Between your highness precious hands…
For no one could ever keep me within…
From Humans dirty little hands…

I don’t care if you let me suffer…
You’re my God, and I'll sacrifice for you…
My eyes…my heart…my soul I offer…
Just to be loved by no one but you…

To be an angel of yours is my desire…
Even if I was hated by all…
Let them think I'm ugly, or even a liar…
It's only your name, I shall call…

I know your there listening to me…
Whenever I need to talk or shed tears…
If this is you giving me my destiny…
Then I shall have it with no fears…