Your love and mine (a poem of my own)

From the day you're gone
I couldn't go on
I felt like I'm alone
And I couldn't move on

Are you fine doing this to me?
Is it what you really wanna see?
Someone dies alive for your sake
Dreaming to live with you happily

If it's so, then I will die
You wanna see my tears? Then I'll cry
And when you come and pass by
You will see this through my eye

Then sooner or later you will realize
That my love for you never dies
All the fake love you gave and all the lies
Are so clear to me like a sun that won't rise

But I do say this and I mean it
Even if I'm gone one day I'd repeat it
I love you, and I would never forget
All the good times we shared even a bit

You go have fun and let me suffer
Go and search for your right lover
I'll stay and heal my heart till it gets tougher
I'll stay the way I am…and I'll sober